My dear daughter,
Another year is passing, another year shaped by struggle is coming to an end. I am not afraid of anything except one thing. That I may not be able to tell you how deeply I love you, that I may not make you happy enough, and that I may not always show you the right path. That is what truly frightens me.
My own ups and downs, you witnessing them, the moments when I failed, when I stumbled, and the disappointment I felt in myself as a mother, my constant battle with who I am. All of this lives inside me.
I do not always know if I am the mother you deserve. There were days when I lost my patience because of how hard life can be. But every single time I looked at you, I found the strength to begin life again. I watched you grow day by day, from a tiny baby into a beautiful young woman.
I wish that we are never truly separated, that even when you have your own family one day, I will always remain a part of your life.
I wish that you never fear your mistakes and that you understand you are capable of achieving everything you desire.
I wish that you never forget how much I love you and how proud I am of you, always.
I wish that you never lose your joy in this world, your determination, and your desire to learn new things.
I wish that you are always surrounded by good people.
I wish that you always love and always be loved.
And I wish that no matter what happens in your life, I am always your safe place, the place you can return to at any time.
i love you with my all heart.
Annecik…
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